Yogyakarta, 21-12-2021
Yogyakarta,
21-12-2021
"Nif, sering-sering cariin aku yaa kalau perlu telfon kalau aku tiba-tiba ngga ada kabar. Aku takut ngga ada yang sadar kalau nanti aku udah ngga ada."
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Stasiun Gubeng-Lempuyangan 19 September 2020
I had no home and with that I was content, because I never knew what it felt like to feel like home. So you build a home for me, and all of my scattered pieces suddenly came together. Somewhere, I put my heart to sleep as you cradled my worries away. I woke up one day cold, abandoned, without a roof on top, without windows or walls, without you. And you wonder why I’m so unable to let you go. Before you, I never knew what a home was. You gave me a taste of heaven, and with your hands, you took it away. “Once you enter heaven, you can never live again the same way.” ... This latter is you, this latter probably most of you. When we think of the world “home”, most of us live for so many years not knowing what it means. We long for a pleace where our heart feel at peace, and our souls feel loved. And the first instance that we get that feeling, we get so attached to it. That’s the story of my life. You see, I’ve...
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